God

Yeah but…

Yeah but…

Yeah but… Sometimes in the middle of the night I replay the past, replay the shame, replay the ‘I wish I wouldn’t have done that, I regret that, I’m so stupid, I could have done better’s,’ and I toss and turn, and ask God, how can you forgive me AGAIN?  I messed up again, I’ve

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I Don’t Understand!!!

I Don’t Understand!!!

I was wide awake at 1am last night.  I’d been in bed since 11. I had read a few chapters of a great Jodi Picoult novel, kissed my husband good night, peed twice, a cool breeze was coming through the window, and had freshly washed sheets on my bed.  I had done everything a 42

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